enough said , www.rated-m18content.blogspot.com
DONT JUST VIEW AND RELINK .
TAG .

hearing things from syy last week .
those out there spreading rumours about her , stop it .
dont you find it childish ? put yourself in her shoes , imagine people saying things behind your back . will you like it ? no right ? please use brain abit la hor (:
yea , dont worry . i won't be like , " dont let me find out who you're because once i find out who you are , you're dead ."
so ah beng , that also defeats the purpose of me changing for the better (:
so yea , stop your childish acts . how old are you people alr ? you think you're still in pri sch ?
Girl A :" I DONT LIKE HER , BECAUSE SHE blah blah blah"
Girl B :" YAH ME TOO , BECAUSE I'M A DOUCHEBAG . "
Girl C :" ME TOO ME TOO , DONT FRIEND HER LIAO . "
and since syy wont tell me who started this rumor , i won't force her either . (Y)
listen up , even though now i maybe a nobody to her . but she's still the one i love the most .
hear me ? (: ( not syy , 100% of course .)

try being in my position , you'll understand .
and i dont know what reason might caused this rumour to occur , but still . stop it , what benefit you get from doing all this ? yes i admit myself , i have gossiped like some fucktard before . behind that person's back , i earned nothing . so seriously , you think you doing this is right ?
yea , everybody deserve a second chance . to make up the mistakes they made , but in the end .
they wanted to make up to the person because they are really guilty or just for the sake of not destroying their "wonderful" image ? hah. think about it .
still wondering , why girls want their boyfriend to get so angry over some matters . why not staying calm and try solving the problem a smarter way ? hmm .







making mistakes is part of life , choosing the path is still ultimately up to him or her . to make up things they did unknowningly , or just burying it in them .me , i made my choice . i'm never changing this decision (: because i already woke up from that dream , i'm still trying to get back what i lost . something so important to me .
As they say , you may like alot of girls , but in the end you're down with one girl . the girl you really loved (:

Ever sit in a mrt train and a few "ah bengs" blasting their music ?
well i have , not recently . just now ;
they were sitting opposite us and blasting their songs , maybe they think its cool and whatever shit but to me , ITS GOD DAM IRRITATING . come on la , what generation le , people invented earpiece for a goddam reason right .
and like who the right mind will blast romantic love songs . LOL .
this is not the funniest part yet , it was when only us and them in the train then those "ah bengs " begun blasting their music . till more and more people boarded the train then the music became softer and softer , wth . thought very cool , very ehsai . blast all the way la ! LOLOLOL

gonna die soon , cough + running nose + feeling that im gonna have sore throat + occasional breathing problems . HG .

anws , i caught one more toy @ suntec . wee ~
and yah , maybe helping bro buy his extra extra large domo-kun. when i say large , i mean literally large .around 150cm ? but 200 bucks man . LOL .
and im still searching for my 150 ~ 160 soft huge toy -.-

imy , really .

2009 , always used to gl , kp my friends . saying if i dont gl or kp my name not hongliang .
theres still people ever more gl , xl , kp than me . giving bad impressions to friend's parents , even though i did nothing .
very good example was , the day bryan and dexter pon school . after class met them and bryan told me , dexter mom was afraid that i might be a bad influence to dexter . maybe it was because a few days back i went to his house and said " hello auntie " ? look , i dont smoke , neither pon class as much as they did , and clearly remembered that i didnt spray any vulgarities at his house . but still , bad influence ?.

2010 , many things had happend and i realised ,i dont need that much friends . as long as those i cared for and they cared for me , thats enough . see-ing the way i was , really regretted . because i lost something important to me , i was mentally prepared back then . but when she mention it , it still hurts alot . till now , changing for the better . i thought before ,god allows me to rewind into the past changing everything right . but , just changing for that period of time . whats the use ? memories won't be important to me now , and there won't be memories of you and me . for me to reminicse , to change into a better person . Some told me , " just give up " or " why keep waiting ?" but i told them . " you won't be asking me this question when you really fall in love with someone ." didnt play that much dota like i used to , or maybe didnt play at all . because she told me , dota = boyfriend stealer and i dont find any fun in dota already . just leveling and killing , taking down their throne , it sucks srsly . and i still cant find a reason why some will get so pissed off while playing it , i admit even i get pissed off in the past . but now to me its like ," COME ON ITS JUST A GAME , WHY GETTING ANGRY OVER STUPID PIXELS ? " if i were her , i won't like my boyfriend to get angry over a stupid game either right ?
attitude wise , nobody will like 2009 HL .
be someone that can care for others , be someone that will put themselves into other people's shoes before talking . be understanding , dont listen to only one side of the story before making conclusions . these are my objectives , and , be a man of my word .


cheryl , maybe because of my attitude thats why things will led to today .
32 days to be exact since we officially broke off , but till today . i kept my promise ,
i learnt alot of things on my own within these 32 days .
no matter how long it takes , this idiot will be there for you .
because this idiot loves you , for who you are and what you will become .
sorted out his childish thinking from the past , trying to do stuffs that thought will get your attention .
but plan got backfired instead , which made you even more irritated .
changing to be a better person , waiting for a second chance for me to love you all over again .
you might not be visiting my blog anymore but im still doing this .
because this idiot hopes and pray that you will see a change in him . this idiot isnt him anymore , this idiot is trying to change for the better , this idiot is willing to risk everything for you .
this idiot is still waiting for you to text him , even as a normal friend status..
he lost his courage to do so , lost his courage to do many things ..
yours since 09/09/09 , i love you .

ahhh , i want to go ~ out :/ as in literally go out . not only going to jq house . have been a long time since i went out to have fun , i wonder if fun still exist in my dictionary . sigh .

the vomit feeling havent been occuring ( yay ?)
but recently right side of the chest seems to hurt when i breathe in too hard , i cant laugh as hard like i used to . either can i pant like a dog after running -.- chest would hurt alot . -'- hate these type of problems , who else to blame ? blame myself for having weak lungs .

yesterday was worse , kept coughing and feel like vomitting .
argh , -.-

Friends come and go , but true friends will stay by your side .
true friends doesnt mean that he/she must know you for years . months maybe ?
they are the people that gives you support at your lowest point .
helping each other , giving each other a listening ear or advises .
have fun together , studying together , getting into trouble together , and etc .
no matter how we quarrell , we will still be close friends ~

Cr , bryan . and the rest , YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ~ (;


EDIT ; kelv , its not about cheryl -.- its another thing .
EDIT (2) ; shag means to engage in sexual intercourse , www.dictionary.com
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*im shagged
*next time someone tells you this
*you know what they mean -quote from cr