Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 9:01 AM
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baby is going to bali later , will be back by saturday i guess .
so many things i wanted to say , but i cant .
so many things i wanted to do , but i cant .
grandma's cough is getting worse , i hope grandma will be okay .
sometimes i really envy syy and yk ,
maybe every happy couple .
baby and me seems to be drifted further and further .
unlike other girls , baby is the only girl i'm willing to give everything up .
but why everything is turning out like this ?
i'm repeating everything over and over again , baby might be sick and tired of me saying all this .
i made another promise to myself , if things manage to get back how we used to be .
i wont play dota , i know its a stupid promise . but , baby once told me dota is a boyfriend stealer and she wanted me to quit .
i didnt .
even cr said i wont be able to quit , i'll prove him wrong .
baby did you know that i was super happy when mingjie told me you watered the rose everyday i gave you ?
anyone had this feeling ? when the heart was shattered . you thought you could put bits and pieces together , but no . shattered into many more smaller pieces .
it would be harder to put everything back .
mingjie told me , it will be hard for everything to be back to how it should be . but i told him , no matter how hard it is i wont give up .
i never gave up on baby . on our relationship .
i love baby ,
like how i used to , now , and till forever .
Cheryl tay will be my first , and my last .