was really looking forward the outing organized by mj and my bro .
well the main reason wasnt because of the movie , either being "alive" again after cooping at home for i-dont-know how many weeks .
because i thought i could see baby once again .
i've planned everything i wanted to do , and i said this operation must not fail .
but seems like everybody is busy , the outing was cancelled .
dissappointed of course .
but what can i do ?
gotta keep waiting , i guess .
theres a whole list of things to worry about ,
but , i trust her .

how i wish everything would go back to the period when everything was oh-so fine ,
i'm the one giving baby so much stress , making her MIA . i'm the one making her into this , but its too late . nobody can turn the clock back .
baby i really need you .
i really do ..


i guess baby will find her ways to view this blog right ?
i've already decided on my chrismas wish ,
Just to spend christmas with you .

More than words - westlife .

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you.....

its meaningful .